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Right now I have a new version of OCD. It's like its changing a coat every time, but it's the same old OCD inside. And it's...

Right now I have a new version of OCD. It's like its changing a coat every time, but it's the same old OCD inside. And it's always exhausting, but still I manage to break trough and it gets better. I just need to remind myself that every time, that it will get easier, it will get better. It's really difficult to fight mental health issues but it's a fight worth fighting as with each iteration we get more resilient, more understanding and compassionate. And I'm learning to be more mellower?

I'm tired, I won't deny this timeHoping it will once stop but it never doesI need to go trough that cycle again Oh Lord let me find...

I'm tired, I won't deny this time
Hoping it will once stop but it never does
I need to go trough that cycle again
Oh Lord let me find the strength

But at the end of that line
There is always light shining through
The experience I gain, the understanding
It changes something deep inside

A diamond forming in the fire of life

#poetry #poems

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I want to share a poem regarding my OCD and write a small comment. It is divided in parts in reply as it is too long.You don't know how...

I want to share a poem regarding my OCD and write a small comment. It is divided in parts in reply as it is too long.

You don't know how difficult it is
To repeat every time the same old show again
The background changes yet the plot is the same
I don't know how to go through another episode of that

My mind plays tricks on me
Telling me this is now the most important thing
Then tomorrow finds another one and changes the scene
And I stay forever caught in it's turbulent dreams

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#poetry

Fighting OCD again :/ exhausted but keep moving on

Fighting OCD again :/ exhausted but keep moving on

A lazy day, good company, and cake :)

A lazy day, good company, and cake :)

Snow in park#photography

Snow in park
#photography

Early December sunset in woods

Early December sunset in woods

quiet snowy nightflickering lights playing games on icy branchescalming river saturated in orange huea tranquil walk

quiet snowy night
flickering lights playing games on icy branches
calming river saturated in orange hue
a tranquil walk

Trying to figure how Mastodon works :) such a newbie ;)

Trying to figure how Mastodon works :) such a newbie ;)