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the trick is not to think of what could have been
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...the trick is not to think of what could have been
23.8.2023 16:04the trick is not to think of what could have beenhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...
please forgive me self
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...please forgive me self
22.8.2023 05:16please forgive me selfhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...
realizing you could have done better is what really kicks you in the ribs
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...realizing you could have done better is what really kicks you in the ribs
22.8.2023 02:49realizing you could have done better is what really kicks you in the ribshttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11093...
one time i stubbed my big toe really hard and i was wearing pink socks with little red strawberries and when i looked down at my foot i saw...
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11091...one time i stubbed my big toe really hard and i was wearing pink socks with little red strawberries and when i looked down at my foot i saw another little red strawberry grow over my big toe
19.8.2023 14:53one time i stubbed my big toe really hard and i was wearing pink socks with little red strawberries and when i looked down at my foot i saw...https://lor.sh/@another_me/11091...
its hard every day when you wake up and miss your kidsthey are grown and doing their own thing but you miss those assholes all the time
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11086...its hard every day when you wake up and miss your kids
they are grown and doing their own thing but you miss those assholes all the time
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its hard when you think about one of your kids you havent seen for years and you realize you dont even really know what they look like now
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11086...its hard when you think about one of your kids you havent seen for years and you realize you dont even really know what they look like now
10.8.2023 15:28its hard when you think about one of your kids you havent seen for years and you realize you dont even really know what they look like nowhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11086...
i cant believe im anything valuable
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11085...i cant believe im anything valuable
8.8.2023 01:29i cant believe im anything valuablehttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11085...
nostalgia will relentlessly lead you astray
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11085...nostalgia will relentlessly lead you astray
7.8.2023 23:30nostalgia will relentlessly lead you astrayhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11085...
sometimes it takes awhile for my to get the hang of the day
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11084...sometimes it takes awhile for my to get the hang of the day
7.8.2023 18:28sometimes it takes awhile for my to get the hang of the dayhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11084...
tiny hairline crack all the way around and backmy heart falls apart
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11084...tiny hairline crack
all the way
around and back
my heart falls apart
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i begged her to stay but she left anyway
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11084...i begged her to stay but she left anyway
6.8.2023 04:13i begged her to stay but she left anywayhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11084...
i saw my sister at the grocery store today (motherfuck !)and i know she saw me too (small ass town small ass grocery store)cant wait to move
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11081...i saw my sister at the grocery store today (motherfuck !)
and i know she saw me too (small ass town small ass grocery store)
cant wait to move
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sleep punctuated with bouts of thoughts of my daughter and her husband and then uneasy dreams of myself and my grandsonand then roughly...
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11080...sleep punctuated with bouts of thoughts of my daughter and her husband and then uneasy dreams of myself and my grandson
and then roughly shoved into wakefulness by a worried mind
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this evening my husband referred to me as kin which i took negatively and that makes me sad
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11080...this evening my husband referred to me as kin which i took negatively and that makes me sad
30.7.2023 01:33this evening my husband referred to me as kin which i took negatively and that makes me sadhttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11080...
i am looking very forward to the day i wake up and the first thing i think about is something other than people who have hurt me
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11079...i am looking very forward to the day i wake up and the first thing i think about is something other than people who have hurt me
29.7.2023 15:17i am looking very forward to the day i wake up and the first thing i think about is something other than people who have hurt mehttps://lor.sh/@another_me/11079...
at this stage of my life every morning upon waking my mind immediately runs toward all the things i wish not to think aboutand those things...
https://lor.sh/@another_me/11079...at this stage of my life every morning upon waking my mind immediately runs toward all the things i wish not to think about
and those things are usually about how i have fucked up as a mother
but as i write down the words i have fucked up as a mother i feel like that is an unfair statement to myself
because mostly as a mother i was pretty good if i may say so
but yes i made some large mistakes and those are the things my mind wants me to dwell on to self flagellate to really make myself pay for those mistakes i made
i have no happy ending to this post or upbeat platitudes to leave
but i will try again today to be compassionate toward me
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