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So I got a pretty good paying sales position at a vape store, but more importantly it’s a job that should be less physically demanding....

So I got a pretty good paying sales position at a vape store, but more importantly it’s a job that should be less physically demanding. It’s just as much as I complain about my current job, they like me for some reason and have been extremely helpful to me. Like I probably wouldn’t have gotten this apartment without them. Plus I learned that one of the boarding supervisors is gender fluid so there’s cool people there. It’s just my body can’t keep up with it. It makes me feel sick cause I the feeling of that I ‘betrayed’ someone

Bit the bullet and went to the urgent care down the road and, yup, my toe is definitely infected. He also said that as far as the corn goes,...

Bit the bullet and went to the urgent care down the road and, yup, my toe is definitely infected. He also said that as far as the corn goes, that my foot is always gonna have that problem cause toe points inwards making the joints rub together. So that sucks to hear :')

He did give me an option on slowly removing the corn that is underneath the skin, but I feel like me cutting away at before was how it probably got infected. Looking back I don't think it was quite ready to remove, but damnit I wanted it gone ;;

mh-Also, still just feel lonely... I want to engage with people outside, but work is just exhausting which makes want to do nothing on my on...

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Also, still just feel lonely... I want to engage with people outside, but work is just exhausting which makes want to do nothing on my on my days off. It's also a lack of self confidence or just thoughts of 'what's the point anymore' cause I just feel like I don't really fit in anywhere. Not anymore...

mh-,ph-,work*sigh* we had a new person start on Thursday and they quit after their first day. They were even at the smaller location u.uI...

mh-,ph-,work

*sigh* we had a new person start on Thursday and they quit after their first day. They were even at the smaller location u.u

I was hoping to have an extra person last night to help so I didn't have run around as much. I got my new shoes in and they seem to be helping, but my feet just hurt so much.. and my hips have been feeling worse again. I need like three days to just do absolutely nothing so my whole body can have time to recover. I'm just worried about working the next three days u.u

All this pain has been really making me depressed too... I just... don't know how I'm gonna be able to survive with a body like this. I feel like the only jobs I'm ever capable of getting involve physical labor. Working as a vet tech was probably the least physical, but you still have to restrain animals when needed and that can be a workout sometimes.

I just feel like I really need a part time job instead of a full time one, but I wouldn't be able to afford to live on my own... I just don't know what to do anymore... I feel pathetic u.u

Had an interview earlier today. I really hope I hear back from them, but I kind of feel like I didn't do very well cause I was anxious...

Had an interview earlier today. I really hope I hear back from them, but I kind of feel like I didn't do very well cause I was anxious and maybe talked too much about my working conditions at my current employer when they asked why I was looking for a new job. I also accidently brought up my back problems. I explained that I can do physical labor, just not all the time so I can still help with animals when needed. I just don't know... also a little worried about them contacting my current employer cause I didn't say anything about it cause they didn't ask. I don't want them to react negatively. It really worries me >.>

Work rantApplied to some new places for work. I just don't think I can deal with being overworked anymore, especially with my foot and...

Work rant

Applied to some new places for work. I just don't think I can deal with being overworked anymore, especially with my foot and knee hurting so much. I don't want to be stressed anymore or have upper management eventually come down on me for not getting enough done during my shift. Although, I somehow managed to be one of the favorites it seems? Never had that happen before but still.

The freaking owner came back the other day and started asking why the morning person who worked by themselves with 40+ dogs was still there doing food prep.

BITCH! You fucking go back there and walk 40 dogs, clean up there messes, clean and spray the yard after each walks, laundry, dishes, passing out food and meds, and for morning shift, prepping food and meds for the next two shifts. Oh, and being called back to either bring up boarding dogs or bring them back. All in 8hrs. Which is NOT enough time when you're one fucking person.

I would have walked out already if I didn't need this job to actually survive.

Work ventUgh… was looking at the schedule and I’m by myself tonight with 40+ dogs to walk. My right foot, knee and back hurt so much. I...

Work vent

Ugh… was looking at the schedule and I’m by myself tonight with 40+ dogs to walk. My right foot, knee and back hurt so much. I really don’t want to go in but I don’t have a choice

TrumpFunniest comment I've seen today is someone claiming that Trump is self made billionaire 😂 Dude literally is a nepo baby. He...

Trump

Funniest comment I've seen today is someone claiming that Trump is self made billionaire 😂
Dude literally is a nepo baby. He inherited everything from his dad lol

US pol healthcare, PH- , parents rantSoooo I've got a spot on my toe that is infected. It's pretty red and slightly swollen. It...

US pol healthcare, PH- , parents rant

Soooo I've got a spot on my toe that is infected. It's pretty red and slightly swollen. It really hurts I just don't know if I can do another 8hr shift standing and walking all day. I don't want to call out again since it was like a week ago that I needed to call out for a different reason. I was talking to my mom about it and she asked me if I ever applied for Mediciad when I moved states. I told her, "No, I didn't. Why bother when Trump is defunding it."

I just can't help but laugh since she voted for him XD. Gee, it's almost like accessible and free healthcare is a good thing! Wow, could've thunk. You knew I benefited from it, yet you still voted for that monster.

I want to leave this country so bad. I’m just so worried about everything…

I want to leave this country so bad. I’m just so worried about everything…

U.S. polSoooo, Trump administration decided to make a ‘snitch’ site for school districts that are still upholding DEI. The site is...

U.S. pol

Soooo, Trump administration decided to make a ‘snitch’ site for school districts that are still upholding DEI. The site is called enddei.ed.gov. They’ve done stuff like this before and mass false reporting has worked before in the past, so I recommend sending in as many false reports as you can. Fuck these people!

Debating on if I should even keep this account. Only really joined cause of a particular individual but they aren’t in my life anymore...

Debating on if I should even keep this account. Only really joined cause of a particular individual but they aren’t in my life anymore lol. I don’t have much desire to be on here anymore. They have been some nice beings on here, but I just don’t think this is a place for me. This was their place. Sure I could make my own space, but I just feel bad being on here usually

Vent, personalHonestly, I’m so broken from all this. I really don’t think I’ll be able to love anyone openly again. I just can’t…....

Vent, personal

Honestly, I’m so broken from all this. I really don’t think I’ll be able to love anyone openly again. I just can’t…. Even if it’s something I want to have again. I just…. I just can’t.

Vent, personalAfter a lot of reflecting yesterday, I can safely say that I regret ever having you in my life. I’ve never been more lonely...

Vent, personal

After a lot of reflecting yesterday, I can safely say that I regret ever having you in my life. I’ve never been more lonely or isolated since I started dating you. I lost the best and healthiest relationship I ever had by chasing after you. You were not a good partner or friend to me during the times I needed you the most. I’ll never heal if I don’t finish the job and actually cut this cancer out my life completely.

Today I learned that the Amish view animals as soulless tools. Because of that belief they severely mistreat and abuse their animals. They...

Today I learned that the Amish view animals as soulless tools. Because of that belief they severely mistreat and abuse their animals. They also tend to do a lot of puppy mill breedings it seems. One of the rescue dogs at work comes from a notorious Amish puppy mill that still has yet to be shut down. Not that I ever wanted to before, but im definitely never buying anything Amish.

Helluva Boss season 2 finale spoilersSeason 2 finale of helluva boss was personally sad to me. Related so much to Stolas’s guilt and the...

Helluva Boss season 2 finale spoilers

Season 2 finale of helluva boss was personally sad to me. Related so much to Stolas’s guilt and the regret for his actions that made him lose his daughter. Just so many scenes and lines from his this episode that hit hard for me

*sigh* trying to find something to do. I think of a game I might want to play, but then after a few moments of thinking about it, the desire...

*sigh* trying to find something to do. I think of a game I might want to play, but then after a few moments of thinking about it, the desire leaves me. Guess I'll just be sitting here again today doing nothing but wasting my time and getting older

music is ameowzing owo

music is ameowzing owo

Alcohol, cannabisI just drank a whole bottle of wine and now it's time to get cross faded

Alcohol, cannabis

I just drank a whole bottle of wine and now it's time to get cross faded

uspol, shitpostRepublicans: "I hate inflation, everything is so expensive now! I'm gonna vote for the man that's gonna put...

uspol, shitpost

Republicans: "I hate inflation, everything is so expensive now! I'm gonna vote for the man that's gonna put tariffs on goods. That worked out so well during the Great Depression!"

*Tariffs start raising the price of everything, making it even more expensive.*

Republicans: *surprise Pikachu face*