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Back is 40% done (random small number bc I am going to attempt painting tiny fking enoki mushrooms here). Next is painting, the other front...

Back is 40% done (random small number bc I am going to attempt painting tiny fking enoki mushrooms here). Next is painting, the other front part in thread, and mushroom answer somewhere.

#memeimmortalised #embroidery #mushroom

I might finish the jacket at some point, after all.#memeimmortalised #mushroom #embroidery(no, it wasn't supposed to get through the...

I might finish the jacket at some point, after all.
#memeimmortalised #mushroom #embroidery

(no, it wasn't supposed to get through the border like that, have you met me? but also, I will fix it probably never.)

things they didn’t tell me about #transition: I will absolutely have to grieve not being able to sing songs that make me feel better...

things they didn’t tell me about #transition: I will absolutely have to grieve not being able to sing songs that make me feel better 🙃

#justtransthings

this toot aged badly

this toot aged badly

I got back to woodworking.It feels good to have energy for physical exercise, a bit of anchoring in comfort when the back crumbles under...

I got back to woodworking.

It feels good to have energy for physical exercise, a bit of anchoring in comfort when the back crumbles under everything else.

These two tea scoops are sisters: they are made from the same piece of wood salvaged after a storm (as most of my wood is sourced in this way). The grain is really lovely, I cannot decide which side of them I love more.

They are polished to shine and for sale; I’m happy to provide more photos.

(this might interest @tea people, but I really wanted to show off 🌱)

#woodworking #wood #craft #art #stormwoodteascoops #gongfucha

#thatmoment when I procrastinated cutting an uneven slab of wood so much I changed flats and now the unevenness exactly matches the one of...

#thatmoment when I procrastinated cutting an uneven slab of wood so much I changed flats and now the unevenness exactly matches the one of my windowsill. I just need to unwobble it by adding a tiny foot and I'll have a tea spot with a view.

you know that #polyamory landed in your brain well when someone taking interest in you *in a dream* is finally not met with "but...

you know that #polyamory landed in your brain well when someone taking interest in you *in a dream* is finally not met with "but i'm in a relationship", which was an absolute curse of all my dreams involving other people

it’s noon, i woke up rested, was fed breakfast and coffee, took a really nice walk in sun, got myself a glass trinket, am coming back to a...

it’s noon, i woke up rested, was fed breakfast and coffee, took a really nice walk in sun, got myself a glass trinket, am coming back to a flat i like living in? am i becoming a morning person? is this what life should look and feel like? am i scared or excited?

…for balance, i missed my tram stop

ceramics packed. next tea in a safer space.

ceramics packed. next tea in a safer space.

I took this photo over 12 years ago and still miss cloud-producing Mother Power Plant. We’ll see how my new window view will be.

I took this photo over 12 years ago and still miss cloud-producing Mother Power Plant. We’ll see how my new window view will be.

#catstodon

#catstodon

sawu instruction manual; on moving homeswhen i think of change, changing places of being is one of the first things that comes to mind. i...

sawu instruction manual; on moving homes

when i think of change, changing places of being is one of the first things that comes to mind. i always thought that in a parallel universe, i am a wanderer.

it's hard for me to tell if something is leaving or running. or what makes a home: belongings, people, or the altar that i set up with the same things in different places. if i really need to settle in one way or another, if not for my own sake, then for promises i made for Peri? or should I be able to pack in one suitcase and move to another city if i feel like doing so.

a lot of these choices are not binary, but extremes are easier for tired and anxious brain to cling onto.

extremes are stable. and fluidity doesn't always feel like the safe choice.

sawu instruction manual; on moving homesthe tricky part of moving right now is, I barely remember the last time I moved all of my things to...

sawu instruction manual; on moving homes

the tricky part of moving right now is, I barely remember the last time I moved all of my things to a new place. it was a decade ago, after all.

I had help then; another pair of hands, a witness, assistance in letting go.

now it's much more complicated, situation is tangled, lives are mixed, there are maybe three boxes worth of my own things I don't have to wonder about (some clothes, tea, and rpg books).

i don't know if i should be sad that it's over? be happy that it's over? surround myself with people to not forget i'm not alone in this? spend a week by myself to remind myself there's at least one person that cares about my wellbeing?

i barely feel things in my body now, and i'm to listen and act accordingly?

me, after finding not one, but two half-full packs of my comfort bagged tea: surprisedpikachu.jpg

me, after finding not one, but two half-full packs of my comfort bagged tea: surprisedpikachu.jpg

hometown really is like chinchilla chatter; food appears, one sees that the bowl is filled, runs to tell everyone. the bowl is content with...

hometown really is like chinchilla chatter; food appears, one sees that the bowl is filled, runs to tell everyone. the bowl is content with providing.

i will call him on the phone in march and he’s not gonna recognise my voice 🥰

i will call him on the phone in march and he’s not gonna recognise my voice 🥰

be proud of me, another night when i did not write to the guy i’m constantly worried about since november even though i have a lot of shit...

be proud of me, another night when i did not write to the guy i’m constantly worried about since november even though i have a lot of shit going on in my life!! nature is healing

Wiesiek the best helper.#catstodon

Wiesiek the best helper.
#catstodon

i can hear the birds that used to sing only in the early morning, when it was already getting brighter. what is going on? why are they awake...

i can hear the birds that used to sing only in the early morning, when it was already getting brighter. what is going on? why are they awake at night? what changed? they were a sign to go to sleep already. now they sing too early. who is going to sleep? what is going to sleep?

today is instant coffee day and i am NOT prepared

today is instant coffee day and i am NOT prepared