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happy pride day! WIP not related to caption but happy to be able to keep drawing as a non-binary ^o^i hope there will be a day where i can...

happy pride day!

WIP not related to caption but happy to be able to keep drawing as a non-binary ^o^

i hope there will be a day where i can proudly address my gender in my country without any repercussions...

3 months has passed since i started oshikatsu... have a few thoughts in my head but - sharing one of my recent favourites (:3

3 months has passed since i started oshikatsu... have a few thoughts in my head but - sharing one of my recent favourites (:3

more hiodoshi......

more hiodoshi......

drew some aokuyus recently

drew some aokuyus recently

merry christmas & happy new year! drew for a secret santa event

merry christmas & happy new year! drew for a secret santa event

applied for an rp group (the background was not done by me! it's the group template)used an adopted character design purchased back on...

applied for an rp group (the background was not done by me! it's the group template)

used an adopted character design purchased back on 2016 ! it never quite crossed my mind to use an oc that wasn't 100% designed by myself but i think for the most part it's out of not wanting to neglect my ocs

but also the group setting is super rad so thought i'd try ^oT fingers crossed!

a doodle for my birthday (was on the 12th!) didn't realise i never posted this here

a doodle for my birthday (was on the 12th!) didn't realise i never posted this here

commission for radishleaf @ toyhouse greens are always challenging but i'd like to think i've made good strides in putting some colour...

commission for radishleaf @ toyhouse

greens are always challenging but i'd like to think i've made good strides in putting some colour variations while maintaining the main colour scheme //

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just got myself out from a black company honestly just wanted to draw art full-time but opportunities are limited... but will just grind in...

just got myself out from a black company

honestly just wanted to draw art full-time but opportunities are limited... but will just grind in the society as i go

for a rp group's prompt - themed alice in wonderlanddecided to go for a cheshire cat concept but mostly to satiate my outfit desires......

for a rp group's prompt - themed alice in wonderland

decided to go for a cheshire cat concept but mostly to satiate my outfit desires... eventually i'll figure out the front view design

(will spend most of the time later to line & hopefully lay down the base colours)

(will spend most of the time later to line & hopefully lay down the base colours)

i'm alive... to friends and clients who knew what happened, i'm sorry and i'll be back soon (tldr irl was not great)...

i'm alive... to friends and clients who knew what happened, i'm sorry and i'll be back soon (tldr irl was not great) 🙇🏻‍♀️

midnight thoughts (cw: long) - 0810also came to a conclusion that i don't want to prove anyone anything with my drawings. it's good to be...

midnight thoughts (cw: long) - 0810

also came to a conclusion that i don't want to prove anyone anything with my drawings. it's good to be normal and not attaching my art directly on how other people perceive me - ive lost a lot of precious years worrying about other people's opinions that i shouldn't care about

due to some of my close relatives are getting older/sick i'd also like to try to put more time into IRL for hopefully a couple years. i feel like if i don't do it now, i'll regret even more later - a few had already left me before i realised i've reached that time where older folks i've known will begin to leave this place.

it's the kind where you attended so many funerals but yet you don't feel a lick of sentiment sort of thing... there are relatives who were honestly strangers but a few were nice back when i wasn't a full-time shut in and hating life o(--(

though not downplaying my own mental troubles due to distasteful events, but i believe these were the things that made me who i am and 80% of the time im glad that i got to learn such experiences esp with online friends! but for now i should move on and not hating to be a normie for once.

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decided to keep my focus on mastodon (misskey is a bit of hit and miss for me rn) and another separate site for writing/posting -- and hopefully i'll get rid of twitter fomo soon

cutting down on social media for the immense recommendations that i do not need at this time i might actually quit twitter for good until...

cutting down on social media for the immense recommendations that i do not need at this time

i might actually quit twitter for good until im done with job hunting... not doing too well due to frequent task switching (but if there are any good writers that explains psychology / philosophy please feel free to hmu!

anyway, here is a chibi bust from last night // (i want to share a bit of my thoughts when making art in the future so i'll start on...

anyway, here is a chibi bust from last night //

(i want to share a bit of my thoughts when making art in the future so i'll start on this one!)

originally i made this chibi bust base for my ocs' toyhouse icons but decided to retire the art style due to lack of confidence - colouring had always been a struggle

but yesterday i decided to give it another go and it went out better than i thought (?) i think im more conscious about values and colour relationship this time

the only problem i have with this piece is how her hair colour was a bit lightened in a darker bg -- but i think that's a common struggle for the watercolour layering is more on the "transparent on white paper" side ( i don't know if there's a better wording for this but i hope it gets through! )

(sorry i have a lot in my head today)and i think that's one of the main reasons i've stopped tweeting long stuff on social media bc...

(sorry i have a lot in my head today)

and i think that's one of the main reasons i've stopped tweeting long stuff on social media bc i felt there's a notion that long-written thoughts kinda don't have a place (there's blog but then i got used to twitter), or gives out a negative connotation (whether it's "ain't gonna read that" or fear of having other people scrolling past what you write).

short-form content is very prominent these days but sadly my body can't... keep up with it at the moment T_T

at the same time there's a sense of struggle bc for me i want to get to know other people who are younger than me better, without me being awkward and out of touch? (it's still a common problem i have with myself)

and that's how i struggle to manage social media in general bc i don't know how to categorise each sns' usage hahahaha. but for me mastodon is currently quieter than everywhere else i've seen so please bear with me if i happen to share more long texts like this...!

there are times where i'd inhale a lot of copium for failures and encountered unfortunate events - it had caused a lot of mental health...

there are times where i'd inhale a lot of copium for failures and encountered unfortunate events - it had caused a lot of mental health issues on my side but at the same time it's like, i don't want my failures to define me

in my country there's a rising demand for social media content which is honestly something that i wanted to... avoid for now. idk. internet used to be a chill and fun place before obnoxious ads (and people) came in...?

then again i don't really know if my statement above will hold for long. maybe i might have to get my feet in there for my own good, maybe not.