I'm struggling today. Sanha having Moonbin's rings is just solid confirmation that he really is gone. I can't cope with this π
6.6.2023 19:39I'm struggling today. Sanha having Moonbin's rings is just solid confirmation that he really is gone. I can't cope with this...Hi. I've fallen in love with Vernon.
That is all.
1.6.2023 21:31Hi. I've fallen in love with Vernon.That is all.Svt really are so fucking good
1.6.2023 19:03Svt really are so fucking goodEunwoo posting a cover of one of Moonbin's favourite songs and then putting these on his story. I feel like I've been kicked in the chest. ππππππ
29.5.2023 18:37Eunwoo posting a cover of one of Moonbin's favourite songs and then putting these on his story. I feel like I've been kicked in the...Started listening to Seventeen. I'm in deep. Very deep.
MINGYU IS BEAUTIFUL OKAY
29.5.2023 11:31Started listening to Seventeen. I'm in deep. Very deep.MINGYU IS BEAUTIFUL OKAYI was in an Eric Nam mood before bed and posted to Instagram calling him beautiful and gorgeous......and then he saw it ππ
24.5.2023 05:48I was in an Eric Nam mood before bed and posted to Instagram calling him beautiful and gorgeous......and then he saw it ππI don't like Wednesdays any more after.....yeah.....but this Wednesday my Hoseok came back to us πππ₯°
24.5.2023 05:32I don't like Wednesdays any more after.....yeah.....but this Wednesday my Hoseok came back to us πππ₯°Been a while since I've been on here.
I'm doing well, I joined an AROHA discord server not long after Moonbin.... And we've all just been kind of helping each other as well as just playing discord games and cheering each other up, which has been nice. It's been lovely being surrounded by people who just get what's going on in my head and just looking out for each other
That exact festival just appeared on my fyp and now I'm back to square one. That hurt π
10.5.2023 21:28That exact festival just appeared on my fyp and now I'm back to square one. That hurt πIf anyone ever has a concert or gig they wanna go to but can't decide whether to cos of costs.....just do it. Go. Because the regret when you can never do that again is horrible
Astro performed in London last year. I didn't go thinking "there'll be other times"
There'll never be another time to see Moonbin. Ever. And I regret that every single day. I hate that I didn't. He was 70 miles away from me and I stayed home.
10.5.2023 09:59If anyone ever has a concert or gig they wanna go to but can't decide whether to cos of costs.....just do it. Go. Because the regret...I sobbed watching True Beauty last night.
One of my favourite kdramas and I was broken. Episode 5+start of episode 6.
It's so close to everything right now and I just can't see that this will ever stop hurting. Tomorrow is 3 weeks since Moonbin's passing and I just π©π
Had a lovely birthday.
I've struggled a lot and still am struggling to come to terms with Moonbin's death but I made the effort to have a nice day and thankfully I did.
Full moon tonight and it's shining directly in front of my bedroom so that some comfort.
5.5.2023 22:55Had a lovely birthday.I've struggled a lot and still am struggling to come to terms with Moonbin's death but I made the effort to...Binnie won π₯Ί
27.4.2023 06:37Binnie won π₯ΊIdk if it seems silly but I've written to Moonbin on Weverse every single night before bed since he died. It's bringing me some level of comfort right now.
Also today a fan in Korea said she's visiting his memorial this weekend before the management move it to storage and she's offered to put letters in the memorial for anyone who can't be there personally. So now a letter of mine is going to be in it π₯Ί
26.4.2023 22:50Idk if it seems silly but I've written to Moonbin on Weverse every single night before bed since he died. It's bringing me some...5/7 BTS solo albums complete. Come on Taekook π
26.4.2023 22:475/7 BTS solo albums complete. Come on Taekook πUpdated my Astro collection today with
INCENSE - Moonbin&Sanha
Drive To The Starry Road - Astro
Moonbin was my random inclusion in both of them π’
26.4.2023 12:18Updated my Astro collection today withINCENSE - Moonbin&SanhaDrive To The Starry Road - AstroMoonbin was my random inclusion in both of...π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
25.4.2023 12:20π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯ΊThis hurts. It hurts so so much.
MJ enlisted last may, I hate that he's blaming himself for this. It stings. π