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back on my romance manga arc because gaku reminds me of my boyfriend wwwwww

back on my romance manga arc because gaku reminds me of my boyfriend wwwwww

Museru Kurai no Ai o Ageru ✧ Choking on Love, ch. 2#manga #romancemanga #shoujomanga

Museru Kurai no Ai o Ageru ✧ Choking on Love, ch. 2

#manga #romancemanga #shoujomanga

NEEDY STREAMER OVERDOSE x DearMyLove Collab!I love the entire Ame-chan set! Especially the purse and the shoes aaaaa

NEEDY STREAMER OVERDOSE x DearMyLove Collab!

I love the entire Ame-chan set! Especially the purse and the shoes aaaaa

FANG IS PEAK CHARACTER DESIGN I WILL NOT BE DEBATING THIS TOPIC

FANG IS PEAK CHARACTER DESIGN I WILL NOT BE DEBATING THIS TOPIC

NOVEL GOT A NEW OUTFIT IN THE BATTLEPASS AND SHE GOT A FANG#nikke #goddessofvictorynikke #novel

NOVEL GOT A NEW OUTFIT IN THE BATTLEPASS AND SHE GOT A FANG

#nikke #goddessofvictorynikke #novel

me and my bf during the CCS Opening

me and my bf during the CCS Opening

I'm having my first donothon NEXT WEEK on September 26th at 10:00am PDT.I need funds for a crown for one of my teeth, which will cost me...

I'm having my first donothon NEXT WEEK on September 26th at 10:00am PDT.

I need funds for a crown for one of my teeth, which will cost me $1200. That's IF they don't decide to sedated me for the procedure. Sedation will bring the cost up to about $1500.

Anything after the first $1200 - $1500 will go towards me visiting my boyfriend in his state, but the priority is my dental work!

If you want to add to the timer before the start of the stream, you can do so through my SE link!

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yeah your man might be nice but does he send you photos of every squishmallow at the store and makes sure to tell you their names????

yeah your man might be nice but does he send you photos of every squishmallow at the store and makes sure to tell you their names????

My boyfriend is watching Card Captor Sakura with me and I'm genuinely so happy because NO ONE I have ever dated bothered to watch my...

My boyfriend is watching Card Captor Sakura with me and I'm genuinely so happy because NO ONE I have ever dated bothered to watch my most favourite anime.

the voice message he sent after saying "WHO DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE" as he stifled his laugher made it so worth it

the voice message he sent after saying "WHO DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE" as he stifled his laugher made it so worth it

interrupted my boyfriend's ttrpg session to pull a deez nuts joke on him.

interrupted my boyfriend's ttrpg session to pull a deez nuts joke on him.

HEHE IM A ROGUE PARTNER :3cUse my code to save 20% on your order and give me a lil kick back!

HEHE IM A ROGUE PARTNER :3c

Use my code to save 20% on your order and give me a lil kick back!

"I can't believe you would hold onto a grudge for that long" buddy!!!!! i am autistic!!!!!

"I can't believe you would hold onto a grudge for that long" buddy!!!!! i am autistic!!!!!

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, traumaAs someone with pretty extensive trauma and a splash of PTSD, Astarion is a wonderful...

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, trauma

As someone with pretty extensive trauma and a splash of PTSD, Astarion is a wonderful representation of both the good and the bad that these things can bring. The slow breaking down of walls though, that's what gets me because that's what I'm doing right now.

Plus, him and I are both scarred physically from people in our lives. We always have the reminder.

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, traumaAnd when you meet the drow in Moonrise Towers and stand up for Astarion's autonomy?...

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, trauma

And when you meet the drow in Moonrise Towers and stand up for Astarion's autonomy? Also tore me up inside.

"I spent two hundred years using my body to lure pretty things back for my Master. What I wanted, how I felt about what I was doing, it never mattered. You could have asked me to do the same - to throw myself at her, what I wanted be damned. But you didn't. And I'm grateful."

"You made me see that I never stopped thinking like I was still his slave, even in freedom. But I'm more than that, more than a thing to be used."

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, trauma"Even though I know things between us are different, being with someone still...

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, trauma

"Even though I know things between us are different, being with someone still feels... tainted. Still brings up those feelings of disgust and loathing."

A single line that tore me to shreads because I know that feeling all too well. I still do, honestly.

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, traumaThe characters in BG3 are honestly so fleshed out and beautiful, but no one resonates...

Content warning:BG3 Astarion romance spoilers, trauma

The characters in BG3 are honestly so fleshed out and beautiful, but no one resonates with me more than Astarion. There is a lot in his story that I have personally experienced, and as hard as it is to view that in game sometimes, Larian did such a good job depicting the realities of facing new relationships (platonic and romantic) when someone has a traumatic past.

The act you put on to keep yourself safe, the desperation to rid yourself of everything that reminds you of what happened, the pain of feeling fundamentally broken, and the fear of letting others in lest they treat you the same way.

boyfriend named one of his ttrpg character things after me ????? he is such a nerd ?????? i love it so much !!!!!

boyfriend named one of his ttrpg character things after me ????? he is such a nerd ?????? i love it so much !!!!!

AAAAA WE'RE A COUPLE NOW SHDHDHDHSJAKXJFJFHSNAMA

AAAAA WE'RE A COUPLE NOW SHDHDHDHSJAKXJFJFHSNAMA

YEAH BABY WE DID THE DEED

YEAH BABY WE DID THE DEED