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Hey. My family hasn't eaten in 48 hours again and we're trying to get anything we can. #MutualAid #MutualAidRequest We are...

Hey. My family hasn't eaten in 48 hours again and we're trying to get anything we can. #MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

We are completely broke, sick and behind on bills as is with nothing to eat. Simply put, we didn't get paid last month and it doesn't seem like we will.

Anything helps. Thank you for reading. 💞 #MoneyRequest #Help #Emergency #EmergencyCrowdFund @mutualaid

PayPal - npjasek@proton.me

So my dad just threw my childhood stuffed animal at my face and said "be a man".I don't know if I'm safe at the moment.

So my dad just threw my childhood stuffed animal at my face and said "be a man".

I don't know if I'm safe at the moment.

Yea, sex is great and all but have you ever played Mario Kart: Double Dash!!

Yea, sex is great and all but have you ever played Mario Kart: Double Dash!!

Nothing prompted this other than thoughts of previous posts from mutuals in the past. So much cuteness

Nothing prompted this other than thoughts of previous posts from mutuals in the past. So much cuteness

Y'all are so cute omg 😭

Y'all are so cute omg 😭

Hm, messing with hyprland has me wanting to redo my KDE setup. Let's get to work!

Hm, messing with hyprland has me wanting to redo my KDE setup. Let's get to work!

OkayI think I really like hyprland

Okay

I think I really like hyprland

#MXLinux memes on distrowatch aside, is it good? I honestly know nothing about the distro other than the distrowatch stats. Leaves me...

#MXLinux memes on distrowatch aside, is it good? I honestly know nothing about the distro other than the distrowatch stats. Leaves me wondering...

This new anxiety med has taken a lot of the 'edge' off of feeling scared of posting. Call it silly, but I think there are many who...

This new anxiety med has taken a lot of the 'edge' off of feeling scared of posting. Call it silly, but I think there are many who may relate.

I don't wanna burden people ever, it's a big fear of mine. However, being a person is not the same as being a burden.

Nuance, of course, but don't hate yourself for trying to exist, please. I spent far too long wasting time doing that to see so many I love doing the same. <3

Didn't talk much about it last night, but I am trying #hyprland for the first time today! I saw it in archinstall and figured, eh, why...

Didn't talk much about it last night, but I am trying #hyprland for the first time today! I saw it in archinstall and figured, eh, why the fuck not!

It's really, really fun so far.

Extremely rough night, but I'm feeling better. Napped, took my anxiety med, and I'm chilling now.I needed to vent here as I...

Extremely rough night, but I'm feeling better. Napped, took my anxiety med, and I'm chilling now.

I needed to vent here as I wasn't sure where to turn; I apologize if it was a bit scary hearing that from me.

Mental health is tough stuff, but at the end of the day, I'll always be okay, okay? 💞

Content warning:lyrics, coping"Day after day it all plays over, dedicated loop...Same year after year..."

Content warning:lyrics, coping

"Day after day it all plays over, dedicated loop...
Same year after year..."

Many say the fediverse is confusing; many say it is not.I believe if people can pick a car, then they can pick an instance if they cared...

Many say the fediverse is confusing; many say it is not.

I believe if people can pick a car, then they can pick an instance if they cared enough, but the sad thing is I don't think many do.

People don't mind having slop after slop served to them algorithmically and being told what is happening under 5 different sets of eyes and 7 different minds. A clusterfuck.

Fedi brought me back to basics of interacting for the sake of making friends; a concept of social media I never grew up in, but had heard of via forums.

Very interesting time.

Hyprland, so far, is one of my very first times *really* dedicating myself to a Window Manager like this.It's flashy, it's animated,...

Hyprland, so far, is one of my very first times *really* dedicating myself to a Window Manager like this.

It's flashy, it's animated, it's fun to use and a pleasant experience. Stability issues, I'm expecting them, but I'ma see how things go for a while.

In other news, hyprland seems really fun lmao

In other news, hyprland seems really fun lmao

Content warning:rambling about family, getting older and growing apartIt's really hard to accept that I'd love my family a helluva...

Content warning:rambling about family, getting older and growing apart

It's really hard to accept that I'd love my family a helluva lot more if I had time away, but I think that's just part of getting older and growing apart for some.

"if you love something, set it free. maybe it'll come back."

I'm very confident I would, but I wish, at this point, I had more control over my destiny and ways to escape certain situations.

As for now, it's me, my house and I.

I apologize for venting so much. My mind has honestly been all over the place lately and I just wish for sometime to calm down :c

I apologize for venting so much. My mind has honestly been all over the place lately and I just wish for sometime to calm down :c

Content warning:sad ventBeing cut-off, told what I'm doing is wrong before having the chance to even explain what I'm doing, all...

Content warning:sad vent

Being cut-off, told what I'm doing is wrong before having the chance to even explain what I'm doing, all while with the same expressions I'm told not to use, being told why I'm wrong.

Look, I understand guidance. There is a fine line, though, where you it starts to feel like you think you know better, despite what you say.

Actions and words must go together. I feel very, very hurt at the moment.

There is still a lot for me to unpack here and no consideration of it being a daily driver for me outside of it looks cool and I'm...

There is still a lot for me to unpack here and no consideration of it being a daily driver for me outside of it looks cool and I'm having fun, both of which can just be in the moment reactions.

I gotta give it time, and give it time I shall :3

Okay so... about me not being 'that into hyprland' :3

Okay so... about me not being 'that into hyprland' :3