I feel like I should migrate to a new mastodon instance.
But I don't really know where to go, there are too many choices available x)
I hope I'll be able to join lemmy.blahaj.zone
sound funny there
People struggles to discern what is feminine or masculine
Meanwhile I'm gendering with lemons
You're funny and I like u
But am gonna talk with the voices because i have social anxuety
Social skills: none
Psychotic skills: master level
Rollercoaster Tycoon.
But its my Schizoaffective/Bipolarity that goes up and down and im sick of it
Im not even sure at what stage i am
im considering being bigender
Because technically the old host is still around and is getting better, and our system works by having us splitted in half it seems.
So, we would be transmasc "fenby" - lemongender (as I Zane), and transfem enby - butchgender (as her Cécile) at the same time.
how does it works? I don't know either, im just crazy and that's it really, and even proud of it.
Hmm yes, I could provide a simple yet deep response when they tell me nice thing
Sadly, im the k e y s m a s h e r
and I'll
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what
Im disabled more like dis nutsed
29.2.2024 09:40whatIm disabled more like dis nutsedfood, health issues
I hope it gets resolved. But at that point i don't even know. I just feel guilty and betrayed.
My best was in Germany.
My diet survived my 18 month of schizo-affective mayhem like absolute pure mental hell.
But now that everything starts to get better this happens.
food, health issues
1 month of pure absolute pain because of that colopathy, only to discover after eating in a ramen restaurant that my body kills itself after eating soy
It's like I have stones in my intestines its horrible
food, health issues
Well now im screwed
I cant digest soy and arachids, im at 8 on the pain scale.
So yeah i've been invited to a BK and because every vegetarian things has soy and stuff i had to break my 2 years streak without eating meat and fish.
Betrayed by my disabilities I swear.
I'm still triggered by red meat, and I won't touch meat if I don't need it (my diet is basically beans, eggs and cheese), but if i can't circumvet well sry.
I tried my best. For 2 years. While being poor, disabled, in a shit country that doesn't propose vegan stuff like Germany does.
Im tired.
Transmasc enby
Wearing high socks and skirts
Boobs and little beard
kwkdnxlsnbwnls
Gender accomplished
ok maybe my gender lore doesn't make any sense but its at least funny.
my brain's fucked up, you shouldn't seek a rationnal and functionning gender from it
even me I don't know at this point.
I'm a transmasc enby alter, who did a transition in the innerworld
Because of traumatic events, I became the host of my system
Stuck in a transfem enby body.
I have gender euphoria with l e m o n s
I'm otherkin(k)
And
My dysphoria is like "I what both sexes because I can't decide which one i want more"
+ Not having boobs in the inner but liking ours
And
Lmao progesteron is funny so we'll keep with our feminine HRT
bad shitpost
why plz help me brain djwkslsjdbdksjs
28.2.2024 19:49bad shitpostwhy plz help me brain djwkslsjdbdksjsbad shitpost
cock
28.2.2024 19:49bad shitpostcockbad shitpost
I shouldnt shitpost when im on the edge of a autistic crisis, its very bad i can feel it like the stench out of my radio-clock
28.2.2024 19:49bad shitpostI shouldnt shitpost when im on the edge of a autistic crisis, its very bad i can feel it like the stench out of my radio-clockbad shitpost
DSM-V
Duh
Schizo
Mlem
Vtuber
28.2.2024 19:47bad shitpostDSM-VDuhSchizoMlemVtuberEffet de la progé sur ace transmasc in transfem body
27.2.2024 20:48Effet de la progé sur ace transmasc in transfem bodyLorsqu'une personne transfem prends de la progé iels deviennent horny
Moi ultra bdroke devient juste plus shitpostier parce que no filtre