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It is wild to me that what would wind up being my favorite #Linux distro is the one I avoided due to thinking it had nothing for me,...

It is wild to me that what would wind up being my favorite #Linux distro is the one I avoided due to thinking it had nothing for me, #openSUSE Tumbleweed.

At the end of the day, I just wanna vibe comfy and play good video games. 💞

At the end of the day, I just wanna vibe comfy and play good video games. 💞

I don't honestly have much to add about #reddit going down and people relocating. I just feel bad for those struggling to find where to...

I don't honestly have much to add about #reddit going down and people relocating. I just feel bad for those struggling to find where to go.

For a heads up, I am okay!

For a heads up, I am okay!

After talking with some people, it's clear I don't have the best people in my life at the moment. I've let people walk on me for...

After talking with some people, it's clear I don't have the best people in my life at the moment. I've let people walk on me for the sake of not being lonely, and sadly, people used this knowledge against me.

I'm not making this to sadpost or whatever, I guess I'm just sharing my life. It's something I do. I like to talk, aha.

After quite a rough night and start of today, I'm happy to say it's ending very highly. Just with family and enjoying my time around...

After quite a rough night and start of today, I'm happy to say it's ending very highly. Just with family and enjoying my time around them.

Things are gonna be okay. 💞

So, I've setup my #openSUSE install... after a hefty battle with Nvidia drivers being what I can only describe as "fucky".For...

So, I've setup my #openSUSE install... after a hefty battle with Nvidia drivers being what I can only describe as "fucky".

For some odd reason, it wouldn't boot to the desktop unless I entered tty, logged in as my user, and entered "startx".

Oh, yea, I still don't know what made it stop doing this. I am beyond confused, but happy I'm up and running now, lmfao.

Emotional rant not needed, just.. thank you all for being so good to me here. Thank you for helping me feel like I'm a human worthy of...

Emotional rant not needed, just.. thank you all for being so good to me here. Thank you for helping me feel like I'm a human worthy of feeling. <3 <3

VentI feel so disposable and just like a spoke-on-the-wheel more than ever. How the fuck should this make me feel?

Vent

I feel so disposable and just like a spoke-on-the-wheel more than ever. How the fuck should this make me feel?

VentAfter being ignored by loved ones while feeling suicidal, and having them NOW message me about Persona, I genuinely am gutted.Are my...

Vent

After being ignored by loved ones while feeling suicidal, and having them NOW message me about Persona, I genuinely am gutted.

Are my feelings not as important as your rambles? I'm just... I feel a lot of things right now.

To those of you who reached out to me last night, I appreciate you so, so much. I'll be getting back to everyone, I just need to wake...

To those of you who reached out to me last night, I appreciate you so, so much. I'll be getting back to everyone, I just need to wake up.

Last night was extremely difficult, but I'm hoping to start today on the right foot.

Really grateful for the fediverse tonight. I feel like I'm making meaningful friendships here at a time I need it most.

Really grateful for the fediverse tonight. I feel like I'm making meaningful friendships here at a time I need it most.

VentYou cannot just ignore me, reply with a hug when called out and expect me to be fine. Talk to me like a fucking human.

Vent

You cannot just ignore me, reply with a hug when called out and expect me to be fine. Talk to me like a fucking human.

As I've come to value myself and my feelings, my thoughts have become heavier and deeper. I mean, I can say I've only really cared...

As I've come to value myself and my feelings, my thoughts have become heavier and deeper. I mean, I can say I've only really cared about myself, at any point in my life, during the last couple of weeks.

It comes down to be pushed to be more open by loved ones. Once I opened up and people really got to know me, I was immediately seen as very sick and in need of lots of love and care.

Something... I didn't really know I needed, let alone wanted. Life is odd, sometimes.

Mental Health discussionI truly, truly wish people knew how sick I am without me having to explain. I know up front that I seem like I can...

Mental Health discussion

I truly, truly wish people knew how sick I am without me having to explain. I know up front that I seem like I can be stable and well-kept, but the most basic of tasks take an inhuman amount of effort.

Things as simple as eating and making food feel almost impossible due to depression ALONE sometimes, what about everything else?

I'm really trying my best. I really, really am.

I'm really glad I have Linux / tech as a hobby because whenever I'm feeling down or shitty, I can just learn something new or...

I'm really glad I have Linux / tech as a hobby because whenever I'm feeling down or shitty, I can just learn something new or improve my setup in someway.

On nights like this, it's definitely better I keep my head busy.

Mini ventRough night with family and I am getting ignored when reaching out. Bleh.

Mini vent

Rough night with family and I am getting ignored when reaching out. Bleh.

Music is motherfucking power. 💞

Music is motherfucking power. 💞

After having a hilarious battle with Windows early this morning and even more hysterical battle with openSUSE, I've managed to get...

After having a hilarious battle with Windows early this morning and even more hysterical battle with openSUSE, I've managed to get tumbleweed installed and running. Yay!

You know, I used to be cautious of who I followed on other #socialmedia, but here? I just click, click, click. There are so many people here...

You know, I used to be cautious of who I followed on other #socialmedia, but here? I just click, click, click. There are so many people here that are reasonable compared to other places.

I cannot claim to know why, but I can state my appreciation for this fact. It's hella nice. 💞

Also, yes, I know I don't follow many people at the moment. I need to find more and more people now that I'm settled here. <3 <3